Someone once told me that I was resilient, because no matter what life threw at me, I never let it phase me and I handled it with grace. I never looked at myself like that until they said it, and then I felt a responsibility to live up to that because it meant a lot when they said it. However, the reality behind my resilience is that I "kanye shrug" my life away until all of a sudden, I can't anymore.

The month of November started out as one of Reflection and it really felt like the decision to do so was set into place for me if I'm honest. I found myself really grateful that I wasn't in the same position that I had been in a year ago. Life felt good. October had shown me a lot of love. And with that, I just wanted to sit in my gratitude and look back at how far I'd come. And I did ... to a certain extent.

But now I find myself realizing that while I was reflecting on the past, I wasn't dealing with my present reality. November was a super busy month in a lot of ways. There was death, there was a lot of personal/familial stresses, and there was heartbreak/ disappointment in more ways than one. I've been on autopilot for a solid month and quite frankly, my tank is running really low and I'm on straight fumes. I haven't sat and dealt with any of these things and in true life fashion, it's catching up to me.

With that being said, I've decided that it's best for DreamofBee to go on little hiatus.

This blog has saved me more than ya'll know but the stress of putting out content and writing posts that are worthy of your time is just too much right now. I gotta deal with some thangs so I can get back to Bee and deliver the kind of content that is true to that.

I appreciate all of the love and support that you guys give me and this site. It's really everything and I write every post with everyone in mind hoping that I'm giving you whatever it is that you're looking for. Whenever I don't post, I'm sick about it because I feel like it's my responsibility to put out content. However, I just need a little minute to not feel that weight that I put on my own shoulders because there are other things that have to take priority right now.

Please feel free to keep reading if you haven't caught up with all of my previous posts. I really love your feedback and ideas on different topics. I'll still be writing and working on other things for your consumption, I just wont be posting anything to the site until I'm good and ready to give you worthy content.

Wishing you all a Happy Holiday season full of true happiness and inner peace!

See you next year,

Bee