Freudian Slip
Not to be that person, but let’s talk about it
Why is it so hard to love me?
Why is it so easy to love her?
She is half of the woman that I am
She wishes to be me
And you tell her that she can
Did they make fun of you when you were a boy?
Did they make you want to be something else?
I prayed for straighter hair and I ran from the sun
Cus I was taught that my black wasn’t beautiful
It took me a long time to understand that the sun loved me
I don’t blister
I don’t burn
I glow, I grow .... in my beautiful
So tell me, who’s really winning?
Damn Daniel ....
Your voice felt like love
Black love
Black love that you don’t have
But I guess that’s what happens when you wish to be half
Half of them, less of you.
Who,
Who woulda thought .... you’d hate you?